Unrequited

Yes. Unrequited love.

How to deal with it?

I knew I should have stopped paying attention as soon as I felt I was being very obvious. I'm very good at disguising my feelings, but I don't want to do it anymore. I know I should stop because I know he takes a like on someone else.

how should I stop feeling I'm so much inferior to the one he supposedly fancies? How should I stop thinking that we could take on a lifetime adventure together? How can I stop daydreaming about children, and traveling, and glorifying God at his side?

I think I can do it, but I have oh so little desire to. I'm learning to live with that idea but the fact is...I don't want to. It does not feel right.

Nota Mental: Try to let go while you can.